Alpha Alec's Redemption by Kathy M

| stay in the clearing for a few minutes, breathing in the clean air and grounding myself in the present.

No matter what happens... no matter how heavy this burden gets... | can't let it consme. | can't lose myself

in the process.

Since we transitioned, I've felt so overwhelmed. I'll admit, there were moments | felt completely lost. Nights |

silently begged the goddess to take this all away. Moments before sleep, when | questioned everything and

wondered, why me? | never asked for any of this.

| used to dream of a simple life with my mate. Just peace and love and quiet. But this? This is far more than |

ever bargained for. | bet the fates laughed themselves sick every t| dared to hope for something so simple.

Who would have thought this was what lay ahead? A mate who inherited a cursed, dying pack. A mate deceived

into almost choosing another. A destiny that involved torture at the hands of that very mate... and a fate that

now demands | kill a demi-god to save the speople who once turned a blind eye.

But as much as | didn't ask for this, | can't walk away. Too many people-Aspen included—are depending onto

see this through.

It's funny how the weight of that didn't hituntil now.

| may not be from this pack, but Aspen is. Her blood connects her to her father, and Alec's bloodline has ruled

this land since his great-great-great-something- grandfather founded it. So even if Aspen wasn't born here, she's

tied to it in a way | never was. And whether or not she inherits my powers, the curse will touch her... as long as

Kaden still lives.

Shaking my head, | turn and leave the clearing. My thoughts are noisy-bouncing around like marbles in a glass

jar. Different scenarios spin through my mind. Different strategies. Different ways to make sure | master this

power... because failure is not an option.

| move silently, thoughts swirling, until the sound of grunts and fists hitting flesh pullstoward the training

arena.

| change direction.

There's nothing forat the pack house right now-Raven's asleep and if | stay there, I'll just spiral in my

thoughts. Overthinking myself into the grave.

| stop near the arena and lean against the wooden post, watching.

Alec stands across the field, legs braced apart, arms folded across his chest. He has that focused, serious

expression | know too well by now... but it doesn't take away from the fact that he's still good-looking.

"You're doing him a disservice," Nyx mutters flatly. "He's not just good-looking. He's scorching hot."

"Hush, Nyx."

"What?" she asks, tone far too innocent. "I'm just stating facts. Can you imagine how it would feel to have him

inside us, that powerful body on top of "

"Seriously, Nyx," | cut her off, trying to push away the images she's now flooding my mind with. "How do you go

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from war plans to p**n in two minutes?"

She shrugs, all wolfish grin and mischief. "Life's complicated. Why not give yourself a little mental vacation?"

"Out of everything you could think about, and your first thought is sex?"

"What else is there to think about?"

| blink at her, stunned into silence. Sometimes | wonder if my wolf has a split personality or something because it

just doesn't make sense.

"I don't know... Aspen? The pack? The fact that we're on a suicide mission?"

“Sadie,” she snorts, "we haven't gotten any in months. I'm a wolf. | crave touch. Sex. Intimacy. And I'm not

ashamed to admit that."

| close my eyes and exhale. Wolves are sensual by nature. We crave contact, closeness. The only species that

might rival us in that department are vampires.

It's been a couple of months since we hooked up with anyone, so | do understand where her frustrations stem

from. Apart from during the full moon, | haven't really struggled with it, but that might be because | have so

much in my head that getting fucked is the least of my worries.

"We'll sort it out once things settle," | tell her, hoping it'll pacify her.

"But that could take forever."

She has a point there; we can't really be sure when things will end. We might find

Kaden's location tomorrow or find it a year from now.

I'm about to tell her we'll figure it out when a shadow falls over me.

I look up.

"Hello, Alpha," one of my warriors greets, panting slightly.

"Hi, Gideon."

We begin walking together as he guidesfurther into the arena.

"How's training going?" | ask, watching the warriors-mine and Alec's-move

through drills. Brian is with them, guiding the session, his hybrid movements fluid and lethal.

"It's amazing," Gideon says,

practically glowing. "Brian's a reat

asset. He's taught us so much about

hybrid combat. Like, did you know

they're most vulnerable when

shifting between forms?"

| smile at his excitement. It's like watching a kid in a candy store.

He stops and clears his throat when he realizes that he is basically fangirling over Brian before he adds more

soberly, "He's actually a decent guy. I'm glad you didn't kill him that day."

So am I.

All the hybrids we've met so far have been monsters-killers, destroyers, soulless and savage. They revel in

inflicting pain and causing chaos... but honestly, how many are there like Brian?

It makeswonder, how many like

him are out there? Could there be hybrids who didn't sign up for the bloodshed? Hybrids who want but but have

nowhere to go. Those who were banished and forgotten.

"Yeah," | say quietly. too."

"You should get back to training," I add with a small smile.

He bows slightly, then sprints off.

| don't stay alone long before | feel him—Alec.

"You okay?" he asks, stepping beside me.

"Yeah. | was just leaving," | answer. "Thought I'd drop in and see how things are going."

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This is more than just the bond pulling strings between us. This is deeper. Realer. Something I'm not ready to

nyet.

"Can't you stay? Train witha bit?" he teases, brushing his shoulder against mine. "I'll even let you get a few

kicks in."

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| glance at him and for a moment |

almost forget what | was going to

say. His green eyes and that wicked

smile "RE i?a SKehold.

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dangerous

| shake my head, clearing the cobwebs. "I've got my own training to get to. Rain

check?"

"Rain check," he says, still smiling in that way that burns through every wall I've

put up.

| start to walk away but pause, turning back with a smirk.

"And Alec?"

"Yeah?"

"You won't be lettingdo anything. We both know | can kick your ass fair and square."

"We'll see."

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