CLAIRESSA'S POV
Gabriel was right.
God, | hated that he was right.
| couldn't keep pretending nothing had happened between us-not after last night, not after what almost
happened on the porch if Adrian hadn't walked in. This fire between us wasn't something I could just brush under
the rug and keep walking.
It shookto my core.
And no matter how hard I tried, | couldn't outrun it.
| hadn't been able to focus on anything since it happened. And maybe, yeah—I| wanted him to sweat. To feel
even a fraction of what | felt when he left me... when he handedoff like | was something to be passed down.
But now, as my eyes searched his—caught the anguish etched across his face and heard the raw, unfiltered pain
in his voice when he said we needed to talk-— something insidemelted.
He was watching me-those eyes dark, waiting, tense, like he was bracing for another blow. Ready to fight if |
pushed him away again.
For the first tin what felt like forever, | let my walls fall.
"Gabriel..." | swallowed hard. "You're right."
His expression shifted-slowly-like he hadn't heardright at first. His brows drew together, then lifted, stunned.
"| can't pretend last night didn't happen," | said softly. "Because it did. And it... it shookto my core."
| swallowed again, eyes locked on his. "I'm sorry, Gabriel. I'm sorry for acting like
it didn't matter. For brushing you off when you tried to talk tothis morning. That wasn't fair."
He stepped closer. | didn't stop him.
"It's a lot," | whispered. "We went from silence to you saying you wantback- emotions, passion, almost losing
control. It's too much, too fast. | don't even know what | feel right now."
| drew a breath, voice quiet. "| just... | need tto process it."
"Then let's process it together."
He reached across the small space between us, his fingers curling around mine in a warm grip.
"We'll face it side by side. No more running. No more pretending. It's you and me, Clairessa-through all of it."
God, why did that sound so right?
| wanted to believe him. Desperately.
"lI want to," | whispered. "But | can't. | can't just forget everything."
Gently, | slipped my hand from his.
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This time, he looked hurt-but not angry.
"Why not?" he asked quietly. "What's stopping you? Stopping us?"
“Because I'm scared, okay?" The words burst from me, small and shaky.
"I'm scared that if | trust you again... if | open my heart and give it to you the way | did before... then when
things get messy, you'll shutout. Or disappear into yourself like you always do when it gets hard.
| don't trust that you'll be able to see this through to the end."
His gaze intensified, something fierce flashing behind his eyes-like my words had stirred something primal in
him.
"I know my actions in the past gave you every reason not to trust me," he said gently. "But not this time, baby.
Not this time."
He stepped in closer, his presence overwhelming every one of my senses.
"| swear to you... I'll see this through. All the way."
| rolled my eyes and looked away. It was easy to make promises now-easy to
say the right thing-until the moment cwhen he'd have to face the weight of losing his son.
He noticed. He always did.
But this time, he didn't push.
Instead, he let the silence settle... then shifted the conversation.
"You never toldif you liked the mini hI created for you in my house," he said quietly.
| blinked, then smiled softly. "You're right. | didn't."
He gave a light shrug, but | could see the anticipation behind his eyes.
"It was perfect," | said, meaning every word. "The details... the thought.
Everything | wanted, you gavewithouteven asking. It madefeel seen. Heard. Loved, even."
His eyes lit up-truly lit up.
"I'm glad you loved it."
| studied him for a moment. "But why? Why go through all that? Especially when
you weren't even speaking to me. When it felt like you hated me."
"I could never hate you," he said, his voice tight. "I hated myself. For how |
handled everything. | behaved like an ass. And | regret every second we spent apart."
He exhaled slowly.
"Every single thing | put into that
room... was everything | wish I'd done for you in person. Every tworked on it, it felt like | was close to you
again. It was the only way knew how to show you how much I stiff cared. How much I still wanted
us." Sw
His hand found mine again-slowly this time. His thumb brushed gently across
the back of my hand before he reached up and tucked a strand of hair behind my
ear.
"Just... don't give up on us," his voice was low and rough. "Please. Give us one more chance."
He leaned in, his lips barely a breath from mine, warmth rolling off him in waves.
"I want this," he said. "lI want you. I've never wanted anything like this
before. | can't think straight,
Clairessa. My life's unraveling without
you. | nearly lost it i tay npeeting!
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could think about was last night. The
way you moaned my name. The way
you looked at me... like | was the only
thing you needed. And this distance
between us-it's drivinginsane."
"Gabriel-"
He surged forward, kissed me—just a brush.
"Don't say no," he murmured. "Just say you'll think about it. That's all I'm asking.
Think about it... and givean answer."
Gabriel wasn't just asking for forgiveness.
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And maybe just maybe | was finally ready to stop running... to surrender to the fire between us that refused to
die.
The car screeched to a halt, signaling our arrival at Randolph's private resort for his three-day birthday
celebration.
Gabriel had arranged the ride, saying he'd be waiting for us at the venue.
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Part ofwished it had just been Gabriel and me.
It would've been quieter. More intimate. Maybe even... easy. Maybe even fun.